Tired... still going on...

This few days change blog skin again... friendster profile changed... quite a lot changed but.. me still no change... The past weeks had been ups & downs, mood very unstable... Am i always like this? Damien often say i am a very unstable person... don't ask me why i don't have a slightest idea... lol... Recently, or rather frequently, i find it difficult to concentrate during lesson, but dont have a problem if it's physics class... it's not that the Physics teacher, Mr Tan, is some sort of teacher to be afraid of, or i like the subject... Just that i wont fall asleep or drift into own fantasy... That's the funny thing... Drift into fantasy, interesting huh? always thinkin' of you... michelleBranch, korean's pretty women & you... lol. It may be open secrets thanks to anomyous... but of course i wouldnt want you to know.. now... always picture you in ma mind... i dunno how far can i get but i hope i would confess to you... one day... Damien did... Cazua did... me? how could they left me behind... :( but they're classmate, mine's not even in the same class... Just how did they get the courage... they both did it AND got rejected too... (Sorry to say) Good friends we are, but i dont want to share the same boat for this...