My Mind Talks

The following is what my mind says to me during 1 - 3pm in school today.

I feel like writing... and I'm writing whatever I'm thinking right now... Damn! I don't know why but I can think of lots of stuff but when I put it into words, I couldn't think of anything to say! Its as if I'm having writer's block! OK! Whatever's on top of my mind right now... Boobies... Boobies... Cheryl, drama, HIMYM, TBBT, Scrubs... I'm thinking what to write now... I Just have this string urge to do something with my hands... and I just want to continue writing. I think my handwriting is unique. I love my handwriting. I don't think anyone can be too liberal with the word love. I love sleeping, I love movies, tvs, music... (long pause) Holy crap! I just realise my handwriting is way, WAY better than some of the girls in my class. I think I'm awesome. I know I am. I think people can be too welcoming or nice to be misunderstood as having an "interest" in you. I know I'm one of them, but I know there is a line that I cannot cross. How funny, there are even boundaries being nice to people! (long pause) I hate it that I always have to cut my fingernails... This is so going on my blog! With twitter right now, its making people lazy to write an entry. I don't know why, I think I like talking to the opposite sex. I guess its cos I need some female energy around me. I feel... ( I can't think of any "chim" word) good communicating with them. Take Cheryl for example: Cheryl Tham, girl I met during the filming of "Stinkyman" set, meet again during blood donation 2 days ago, though we are acquaintance, we have stuff to talk about. What I know from our conversation: She sings, she is the vice-president of NP Choir, she is a first time donor. I cannot really comment on her singing, only heard her sing "So long, farewell" from the sound of music. She have a great voice. She says I have a voice of a radio person. That's cool. I love it when people like something about me, compliment me (not butt kissing!), especially my voice because I don't think I sound good. I have a little self-esteem issue so its always nice to hear these things to boost my confidence. She's cool. I like her. The most important aspect of a relationship (of any kind) is communication. I guess that's why I held on to Heidi for so lone. She's a great conversationalist. (long pause) Just heard one of the most ridiculous term ever. "Flirter."Someone who flirts is call a flirt. Duh! Nothing on my mind right now...

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