My Chalky Vision
When you were a child, you crave for toys, parent's attention, and the comfort of your teddy companion. When you were a teenager, you crave for the most popular items, weekly allowance from your parents, the comfort of your bolster. Where you are right now... What do you crave for? 1 - Money; 2 - Good health for your parents; 3 - The comfort of your significant other. In this ever materialistic world, if you lack 1, its hard to maintain 2 and you'll probably never gonna find 3. Nevertheless, money is not the root of all evil.
Lately, I've been having vague dreams of cuddling with a romantic interest of mine. We feel comfortable in each others' presence, seemingly very much in love. From what I can tell is that being in love is about loving every aspect of your partner. Once you question yourself if you can tolerate her certain habits for life, you are doubting if the relationship is going to work. You could suck it up, but this usually ends up deteriorating your relationship. If in the long run you can manage to not let it bother you, great!
Any who, dreaming/day-dreaming about this has made me longing for it more and more. Even at this moment, I'm drifted to another universe, deep in my thoughts. These things make you think thoroughly about your future. Which path do I choose? How will it turn out? How I want it to be. It made every fulfilled candidates you met on the streets potential wife in your head, playing out multiple scenarios which will includes good and bad. It always ends up badly though, maybe that's my subconscious telling me that I am not ready (mentally and financially) for someone to share the rest of my life with. This gives me a sense of relief but I can't help but wonder what's in it for me when my time comes.
I just hope the reality will be on par with the anticipation.
From now on, I will end each post with a favourite quote of mine.
"It is perhaps when our lives are at their most problematic that we are likely to be most receptive to beautiful things"
The Architecture of Happiness - Alain de Botton
Lately, I've been having vague dreams of cuddling with a romantic interest of mine. We feel comfortable in each others' presence, seemingly very much in love. From what I can tell is that being in love is about loving every aspect of your partner. Once you question yourself if you can tolerate her certain habits for life, you are doubting if the relationship is going to work. You could suck it up, but this usually ends up deteriorating your relationship. If in the long run you can manage to not let it bother you, great!
Any who, dreaming/day-dreaming about this has made me longing for it more and more. Even at this moment, I'm drifted to another universe, deep in my thoughts. These things make you think thoroughly about your future. Which path do I choose? How will it turn out? How I want it to be. It made every fulfilled candidates you met on the streets potential wife in your head, playing out multiple scenarios which will includes good and bad. It always ends up badly though, maybe that's my subconscious telling me that I am not ready (mentally and financially) for someone to share the rest of my life with. This gives me a sense of relief but I can't help but wonder what's in it for me when my time comes.
I just hope the reality will be on par with the anticipation.
From now on, I will end each post with a favourite quote of mine.
"It is perhaps when our lives are at their most problematic that we are likely to be most receptive to beautiful things"
The Architecture of Happiness - Alain de Botton
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