My Unsound Behaviour

I feel I am too emotionally unstable to be in a relationship. I love with my whole heart. I needed constant assurance. I need to know how you're feeling, if not it just puts me in an unnerving spot. I need to be close to you. I understand the need for space, I do, but without updates of your situation just does not do it for me. Your well-being is my priority, is what's always on my mind. I can't concentrate on anything else without knowing you're the best you can be. And if you're not, I need to be the one who could solve all your problems and take all your troubles far away. I'm dying to talk to you. You can't just leave me on my own like this. One moment everything was going so well and the next I'm clueless as what has happened. I have been through this unwarranted feelings and I don't want to revisit it ever. But circumstances has made it difficult not to. All this inside of me are very unhealthy. I'm so good on my own. I have accepted that I need no one, just certain goals to look forward to, to move on with life. Fuelling by love is the worst kind of motivation to carry on.