My PMS
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I'm thinking of spending my time on blogging if I'm not studying or working on my assignments. In this day and age, with so many distractions, I need to set my heart on persisting with doing things that actually can improve myself as a person. Therefore, since I don't really have a confidante to share my thoughts with, might as well write it out than keeping it in, which is never good for your mental health in the long term.
Speaking of which, when I started my psychology classes, the one question lecturers love to ask is "Why do you want to study psychology?", to which the answers are the usual "I'm interested in the subject", "I want to know what makes people tick" and "I want to help people with mental disorders". One of my lecturer, Moses, says that students pick psychology because they want to understand myself. I cannot say if it's true to most psychology students but that hits the spot perfectly for me. I mean, again, I don't know what other people went through while they're growing up but I have always seen myself as a weird kid. After attending the basics of psychology classes, I kind of have an idea why did I behave the way I did growing up. I kept plenty of things to myself, I don't indulge in anyone what I'm going through, not even my mum and I considered her my closest kin. I think it's due to bad experiences of letting my feelings known, and since then I just shut everyone out. I mean I could talk to close friends but right now, Zul is the only one in that category. And I know he is more than willing to lend a listening hear as I would too if he has troubles. It seems I am closing hm off too.
I've been missing my secondary school friends since we graduated, but the feeling is more than ever for the past 2 months. I don't know what came across me. Maybe it's because it's the year of the ram and we're all 24 this year? I'm not sure. Xuan Wei, Zhong Rong, Darren, Hong Yong, Zhi Kai... Everything feels alright when I am hanging out with the. I'm one of the "don't dwell on the past" advocate, but I really need to get in touch with them again. Sure, everyone is veering off different life routes, but don't leave all of your past behind. I have let go of people whom don't see the point. Not you guys. I cannot let you guys go. What an irony it is with all the connectivity today but I actually feel further and further away. Please make an effort even if you cannot make it if I asked you. Please. Or just tell it to me straight that I'm in your past. And I'll never bother you again.
I'm thinking of spending my time on blogging if I'm not studying or working on my assignments. In this day and age, with so many distractions, I need to set my heart on persisting with doing things that actually can improve myself as a person. Therefore, since I don't really have a confidante to share my thoughts with, might as well write it out than keeping it in, which is never good for your mental health in the long term.
Speaking of which, when I started my psychology classes, the one question lecturers love to ask is "Why do you want to study psychology?", to which the answers are the usual "I'm interested in the subject", "I want to know what makes people tick" and "I want to help people with mental disorders". One of my lecturer, Moses, says that students pick psychology because they want to understand myself. I cannot say if it's true to most psychology students but that hits the spot perfectly for me. I mean, again, I don't know what other people went through while they're growing up but I have always seen myself as a weird kid. After attending the basics of psychology classes, I kind of have an idea why did I behave the way I did growing up. I kept plenty of things to myself, I don't indulge in anyone what I'm going through, not even my mum and I considered her my closest kin. I think it's due to bad experiences of letting my feelings known, and since then I just shut everyone out. I mean I could talk to close friends but right now, Zul is the only one in that category. And I know he is more than willing to lend a listening hear as I would too if he has troubles. It seems I am closing hm off too.
I've been missing my secondary school friends since we graduated, but the feeling is more than ever for the past 2 months. I don't know what came across me. Maybe it's because it's the year of the ram and we're all 24 this year? I'm not sure. Xuan Wei, Zhong Rong, Darren, Hong Yong, Zhi Kai... Everything feels alright when I am hanging out with the. I'm one of the "don't dwell on the past" advocate, but I really need to get in touch with them again. Sure, everyone is veering off different life routes, but don't leave all of your past behind. I have let go of people whom don't see the point. Not you guys. I cannot let you guys go. What an irony it is with all the connectivity today but I actually feel further and further away. Please make an effort even if you cannot make it if I asked you. Please. Or just tell it to me straight that I'm in your past. And I'll never bother you again.
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