My Crossroads

Hey, there. Hi, there. Ho, ho, ho...

My stint as a MXO in the Emergency Preparedness Unit in MSF is coming to an end. In the past few months, I've applied for a variety of positions across various fields. The fact that I'm still working at MSF tells you how that went.

I know very well that I don't have a particular job that I really desire. All I know is whatever position I'm hired for, I'll be doing it with the right attitude. I, of course, am very annoyed by people around me, telling me to apply for this, apply for that, as if I haven't already done so. It's out of my hands after I've sent in my applications. All I can do is ensure my resume is done right. 

I am grateful for the opportunity to work in MSF. It gives me first hand insight on how ministry is run, as well as testing my ability to function in such environment. I must say I've adapted quite well. It's much easier to just do it and learn instead of dwelling on it. 

For the coming weeks, I'll be shooting my resumes at all you employers out there. I don't know what my future holds. It's a mixture of excitement and anxiousness. Heavy on the heart stuff. I'm at a crossroads, and I have no idea where I'll be heading.