My Little Bit

Every day, I learnt a little bit more about myself. And every day, I assume it's something to do with maturity, I am not bothered by little things that used to upset me. It stings a little, yes, but it goes off just like that. I may be flawed, but I don't let my flaws affect my psyche. I've been going about my every day life, knowing very well what is missing. A little thrill here and there, and the tiny void within me that seem to get tinier by the day. Expands up when I'm feeling hopeful, contracts to a smaller void than before when hope drifts away from me once again.

Living for hope, living for a goal, may not be the way to go after all. Expectations often leads to undesirable outcome. Do things without, and you may be in for a pleasant surprise. And that, will be the memory that will stick with you for quite some time.

No matter how tiny the void gets, I'll never stop trying. Even though it always stings, it's not going to bother me any more than it did before.